it's ridiculous how the hell i suddenly become the topic for everyone to gossip abt.
my life, who is in my mind or whatever.. all become so damn interesting hur?

pathetic, lost souls. :Z
somehow, i get rly hurt by all the comments i heard until ivan and eliza talk me through. :D
esp ivan, xie xie. :)

you jealous idiots.
yada, you get me.

do you all know i'm no longer the one that will believe in every shit you all say? and do you all know that i no longer look only into the surface of things?

you all do know that i'm very sensitive to alot of things and yet.. you all did all these just to hurt me.
tada, you ppl did it. congrats. those words just hurt&i'm glad i didnt heard them "live", if not.. i wont know how to react... i feel damn ~~~~up. zZz if you dare, den say it right infront of me or .... la!

i'm still hurt by all these la, but.. well what can i do?
wo bu pei, den you all very pei isit?

if you all are pei to be even a friend, go ahead. what's the point of pin-pointing or wondering behind our backs? jealousy is what you all have.. eww, sucks.

dont assume that you idiots know me damn well alright. (keeping quiet&enduring dont mean that i dont give a damn) try testing my limits.

PS. love seem so complicated but i like the feeling of it. :D

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christmas is coming!!! :D
it's so damn vexed to find the correct christmas gift just for that special friend/someone. :) but yup it'll all be totally worth it when that special friend/someone open the gift and look so damn happy. =)
heehee, if you happen to receive the present from me.. pls be happy ok? dont dont tell me you dont like it. (if not no more of that anymore!) i'm spending loads of time finding the right gift so dont blame me even if i got the wrong one hor.. (>.<)
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